Breathe...

So I usually don't post my feelings on my blog. I like to keep it up beat and happy but seeing as this is my journal also I am going to vent away my feelings.

Its been 2 months since we met and things were bumpy at first but proceeded to get better. You became my best friend and my sidekick when we were feeling mischievous. As time went on things slowly dwindled and we tried to work through it but we both knew in the back of our minds it wasn't going to work. Time would only tell what would happen and time did tell that we weren't meant to be. You were great and treated me like a queen. I appreciate all you taught me and how much I grew and learned about myself through being with you. But for now im going to let my heart ache and as time goes on it will get better but now me, Tay Swift and brownies are going to have a good cry...

Conference Weekend

This past weekend Nate and I had the opportunity to go to conference. Ive been once before when it was first built but it was nice to go back and to be able to actually appreciate the experience is being there. My favorite moment was at the end when the choir sang we thank thee o god for our prophet and they showed pictures of President Monson. Its gave me chills just watching it and feeling the spirit there. I am so thankful for the opportunity I had to go and experience that and im so thankful for our Prophet President Monson. We are so blessed to live in a time with to have a living Prophet to lead and guide us through these trying times.

The Way To My Heart :)

So yesterday I came home to this sweet surprise :). The guy ive been dating for about a month now knows how much I love Sunflowers so he went in search for them and bought me a BEAUTIFUL sunflower and 4 chocolate covered strwaberries and left it on my bed to come home to. Hes pretty great eh? Im thinking ill keep him around :)

(Sorry for the bad picture it was done on my phone.)

My Obsession...

I absolutley LOVE crafts especially making head bands. I have about 15 now cause they are so fun to do. My most recent ones were prolly my most creative. One of them is just a regular yellow flower that I glued on top of eachother to make bigger and glued onto a headband and my other one is my favorite! Julie and I went to michaels and fell in love with these purple flowers and then we went to DI to buy sweatshirts where we cut off the arms and sewed them into head bands and superglued the flowers on. The before.
The during.

The After.

The Yellow Flower Headband.

My Favorite :)

If I Could I would make this into a business I love it so much but until then I will just enjoy my fun hobby.

Home Sweet Home..

Lately I have been a bit home sick for Arizona and all it's goodness. As great as Utah has been Im missing some of my favorite things in good ol AZ. I miss Gecko Grill alot. Utah does NOT know what Mexican food means and I have been missing this place alot.

Im missing the Arziona Scenery.Utah has some beautiful scenery but it does NOT compare to these sunsets that I miss so dearly.

Right now spring is in full bloom in Arizona while in Utah there is still snow on the ground. I miss these great oranges and the smells they bring during spring time.

And what I miss most of all is my Family! Its great that their only a phone call away but its not the same as seeing them in person. Thier my best friends and I miss them the most!

6 weeks Arizona and I will be seeing you for good!

He Hears You....

Here I am again, down on my knees

And with every pleading word,

Thy comfort I seek

Though the words are slow to come,

My thoughts are racing byPeace fills the room,

Thy spirit is night

He hears me

When I'm crying in the night

He hears meWhen my soul longs to fight

Till the morning will come

And the light of the dawn reassures...

He hears me

Any hour, wherever I may be

In the silence of an empty room, o

r on a croweded street

Whether offering thanks, or in urgency

I prayI never go unnoticed,

I'm never lead astray

He hears me

When I'm crying in the night

He hears me

When my soul longs to fight

Till the morning will come

And the light of the dawn reassures...

He hears me

Any whisper of the soul

No matter how old

Father hears the call

He hears me

When I'm crying in the night

He hears me

When my soul longs to fight

Till the morning will come

And the light of the dawn reassures...

He hears me

At work today I needed some uplifting and so I pulled up some EFY music and this song came up and it was exactly what I needed to hear. At times I question if the Lord hears me with so many other concerns to worry about but the other day I was having a bad day where it felt as if everyone was being negative towards me and it made me question what I was worth to the Lord if I was ever going to shine as bright as I wanted. As I went about cleaning my room I opened my pants drawer to find my patriarticle blessing laying on top of them as if waiting for me to read it. Since I have 5 room mates I went to my car to have quiet alone time and what a great answer that was for me. The Lord knows me like no one else and knew exactly what I needed to hear and proved that I am worth millions and that he Loves me. Though I know I will have many more moments like that where I need the Lords guidance I know He Hears Me...

He's Just Not That Into You...

I just went and saw this movie last night and a light bulb went off in my head. Im like the character Gigi always over analyzing everything a guy says and does. Everyone has put this in my head though. If a guy does or says this he likes you but if he does that oh no no he doesn't like you. Dating has become much too complicated for my liking. If I talk to a guy they automatically think I like them and want to pursue them. Its not like that though I just want to be friends with everyone.

What has the dating world come to? When did chivalry die and jerk come alive? In the movie they talked about how when your little a guy pulls your ponytail or pushes you down it means he likes you and I think we have all continued this mentality. Girls let the jerks push them around and yet their still there by their side. If I knew the answer to this I wouldn't of dated so many jerks so what makes girls stay and stick it out when there are so many great guys out there? And where are these great guys?

I know all my bloggers are all married so help a girl out! What signs should a girl look for in the beginning stage? What should we do and not do?
I took a poll from the girls at work and this is what they say....

Azul and Sasha are not dating anyone right now and this is what they say...
-Hes into you when he remembers little things youve said and trys to cheer you up when your down.
-Hes not into you when he "squeezes" the word friend out there. Or when they bring up a girl is hot or just bring up girls in general

Diana is happily Married to Daniel and this is what she says...
-Hes into you when he keeps eye contact and asks you alot of questions.
-Hes not inot you when wants to go for a drive meaning he wants to hook up and if he ends to date sooner than you think.

Rebecca is not dating anyone either and this is what she says...
-Hes into you when he is willing to make an effort to see you outside of "hanging out" or is willing/wanting to meet your friends.
-Hes not into you when if he asks you advice about dating.
when your hanging out with a group he pays you the exact same amount of attention or less, as to the other people in the group.


So bloggers ALL of you help us out here that are dating to know when "hes just not that into you" I know I can use all the help I can get :)